Book Review 2: 9-11 Redux

Falling Man
Don De Lillo
Scribner 2007

Falling Man is a theme of the the artist Ernest Trova and a series of Statuary he developed which became very popular and internationally renowned. His work is displayed locally at the corner of Maryland and Brentwood in Clayton and all through Lauermeier Sculpture Park. One of his large benefactors was a St. Louisan and Trova worked here for many years. When I saw the title of the book I was surprised based on past experience that no one had sued De Lillo for using the name. There were book analyzing it’s themes and even though I never got it, it was termed “brilliant”.

Don De Lillo’s book, like Trova’s art is brilliant and problematic. Why? He is so dense and methodical in his writing style which illuminates characters and personalities so well, but, damn... sometimes he is boring and hard to read. His stories unfold inside peoples heads and in totally unmemorable dialogue. All that having been said he has a lot to say. He takes on the issues of the time.

Falling Man is a post 9-11 New York book. It starts with the main character wandering away from his office in the World trade Center, dazed and with a strange briefcase. He goes back to his wife and some from whom he had been separated and they try and rebuild their marriage and their life in a city that has become surreal to them. The briefcase he was wandering with is not his and when he goes to return it he finds the widowed wife of it’s holder and... comforting ensues.

His wife has a lot to deal with on her own with an odd child and a difficult, arty, opinionated mother. She is a mess and her damaged husband coming back does a lot less healing then continuing and unsettled damage. As I said all of this is against the backdrops of Rudy Guliani’s post 9-11 New York. One of the ongoing experiences in the book is a performance artist who goes around with a harness and jumps (falls) like he was jumping from a burning building, who then hangs and dangles around time. It is obviously a disturbing image.

Later in the book he crawls inside one of the terrorists heads and the picture he paints is troubling. A man with a lot of morality and moral judgments all very convicting against America and dogmatic and close minded and.... evil. His life and his day to day routine as he carries out his training. It is jarring because he is operating in a pre 9-11 world while the couple is feeling their way through the epicenter of that event.

As I said the book is a somewhat difficult read because his writing style is dense and detailed. But it is almost NEVER without purpose. Everything he throws you early as you are laboring through it early comes back to you in ah-ha moments late in the book and late in the book is where the payoff is. We follow the couple through their continuing, committed, dysfunctional marriage. He finds solace (not really) in poker, immersing himself in the game in Vegas and running across one of his old poker buddies from NYC and making a living but... it all seems joyless. She goes through the death of her mother and begins attending church services as she ambles through her life and raising her son. The last 50 pages are tightly written and hard to put down. You want to see what happens and he wraps it up nicely with the “falling man”, a failing marriage and deeply flawed people cycling back... and back... to one Saudi in a plane... in a jump seat... on 9-11. I do not and did not hunger for recalling that day but this book more then overcame my emotional exhaustion to make new points about tragedy, trauma and never really moving on. De Lillo.... he good.

8 Slingers on the 10 scale.

I Am So Happy

As you can tell from my prior post I was... apprehensive about South Carolina. I was concerned that he and Hillary had been so unpleasant and unlikable to one another that they would shred each other. Instead Billary and their blasting of Obama looks to have galvanized the African American vote while not losing the young base he built in Iowa. I am VERY excited. 55% to 27% percent. That is a.... stomping....a bitch slapping... whatever you want to call it, it was big. Bigger then anything we have seen in any of the primaries. Edwards 18% is the death nell of his Presidential bid but he will soldier on because there is still a chance that he can be a power broker at the convention but... that looks less likely if Obama can keep moving.


Hillary is hard to love and Billary... the pair of them, with Bill beating up on people as Hillary tries to stay aloof... alienated a lot of people. I was worried that it worked the other way but God Bless the Democrats of South Carolina for staying the course. This seems momentus, perhaps bigger then Iowa and it renews my hope in the process and the country.


Edwards=Attorney General? That would scare the shit out of the top 1%. We might have an administration that would enforce anti trust laws again. I worry about what Obama will walk into if he wins. We really are up a creek but perhaps he can be transformational. I pray that is the case. it is a good night.

The Erata Election

NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS:

Sooo... the year and new Years resolutions.... not good. Under the new modified Becker Redemption Scoring System (BRSS) I scored 16/25 possible points the first week. that seemed pretty weak. 64%... you know... thats a D... at best. I felt pretty bad about it until week two when I scored.... an 11. That is an F in any school. it is a problematic system. Doing 5 prescribed good things (virtues) every day and avoiding 5 bad ones (vices). It was interesting because Tiemann (a good German Lutheran) and I got into a “discussion” because he has co-opted the system and stretched it out to EVERY good thing he does allows the possibility of doing another bad thing.

We are both rigorous rules people. We do not like to follow them but we desperately like to know what the rules are so we can measure our own failures by them. We would like to think that we are setting up the rules so that we can encourage ourselves to do better, something to measure successes by... but...we really need to know what the rules are so we know we can... fail.
That might be hard on Tim. But it isn’t on me. But still... I like having rules... because... well I like having rules because... because I am a mess. It is like Old Testament stuff and I WANT to live under the law. Very stupid. But... I guess I will keep thrashing around with it. I would like to get back up to a D again this week. That would be sweet but it is Monday night and I am.... not optimistic.

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PUSH POLLING:
The Republican party seems to be a lot cause. I was raised a Republican and stayed a Republican well into being an adult and a father but somewhere in the middle of Clinton’s first terms with the Newt Gingrich “Contract with America” they started to lose me. Platitudes of a divisive nature beginning to cobble out the 51% majority that shifts and swerves so long as to keep the right people in power and in the process terrorizing all of us. We cannot be victims to that stupidity again. This party sends out polls to my wife that read as follows:

HOMELAND SECURITY ISSUES:
1. Should Republicans do everything they can to prevent Liberal Democrats from repealing the USA Patriot Act and other important laws that help our intelligence agencies protect Americans? Yes, No, or Undecided.
(followed by 3 more in similar vein) 
ECONOMIC ISSUES:
1. Should we make our fight against the Democrat's massive tax hikes a central part of the 2008 campaign? YEs, No, or Undecided.
ok...I said only one, but this one is too much to leave out:
1. Should Republicans renew the fight for a Balanced Budget Amendment?  Yes, No, or Undecided.
DOMESTIC ISSUES:
1. Should Republicans oppose Senator Clinton's one size fits all, government-run healthcare plan? Yes, No, or Undecided.
SOCIAL ISSUES:
1. Do you think Congress should pass the Federal Marriage Amendment, protecting marriage as a union between one man and one woman? Yes, No, or Undecided.
DEFENSE ISSUES: 
2)Should Republicans fight Democrat efforts to impose Clinton-era cuts in the Pentagon's budget? 
REPUBLICAN PARTY:
1. Do you support the election of Republican candidates across the country and the rebuilding of our majorities over the next 10 years? Yes, No, or Undecided.

Seriously, can you believe this shit? What kind of people are they trying to appeal to. Even conservative people like my wife get offended. I know that this type of divisive rhetoric worked in the Bush administration but we have to be something better now. there is too much on the line. But we will see. Thinking about this years election I am reminded of the new movie title... “There Will Be Blood.”

*****

South Carolina. Well it was kind of interesting. I thought the Democratic Primary was on the same day as the Republican. I was wrong... again. The Republicans went and it went to form. Mc cain, Huckabee... and whoever else.... Romney was out in Nevada and he ran and won unopposed. I was disappointed that Hillary beat Obama out there although he won the delegates. It is looking more and more like everything will come down to Super Tuesday. Who would have ever thunk we could have the possibility of a meaningful convention where they actually fight about stuff and maybe even compromise about stuff. Who knows... could be fun. The Democrats his South carolina this Saturday and we will see if Obama can carry the black vote solidly and get the votes he was getting in Iowa and New Hampshire. If he does the race is over but if Hillary keeps getting all the old people... everything gets shady from there on.

*****

South Carolina REDUX: It is Saturday morning and I am... a little scared. I really think Hillary might come out on top and I view that as an absolute disaster/abomination for the Democratic Party and the hope that we can win the White House cleanly. Leave it to the Democrats to have two minorities duke it out with each other, polarize both sides, divide the party and go down in flames.... but they could do it. If Obama actually loses South Carolina I would advise him to think about taking a high road and biding his time and withdraw from this race, accept a cabinet position of some sort and start agitating for change in that administration. In four years whomever is saddles with this Bushy/war economy is going to stand a good chance of being a doomed one termer anyway. I am just filled with dread that South Carolina is going to turn this dream election into a nightmare.

And Romney... if he wins in Florida becomes a prohibitive front runner. And he might with Guliani fading and their economy in a shambles over the housing nightmare. A Romney/Clinto election is a low road election with two powerful machines gearing up to swift boat each other to hell and back again for that sacred 1% margin it takes to win leaving the rest of feeling sick, disrespected, margianalized and well.... used. That could make a very ugly and unhappy four years. More then ever we need someone to unite us with a passion for what it means to be an American and Obama is still the only one I can see inspiring a lot of us to be better then what we are. The others pander to the special interests of their “core” but people in the middle need a President too. It should be out turn.

Michigan Primary The Edrwards In The Lou

Sooooo...I was wrong about Michigan too. Perhaps this Diner reviewer is...fallable? I think not my little friends. Who was to know that Michigan was so beaten down that their Republican lackeys would swoon for the robot. How could anyone vote for this guy? A liberal republican governor from Massachusetts suddenly morphed into a pandering, say anything guy. He started out the campaign as the champion hardliner for integration parotting whatever impossible scenarios the rigid right wingers want while still being the pro business flunky but not saying that those businesses need all that cheap labor... not saying that there is no way to get 12 million (at least) people out of our country... and their mothers... and their children. That is what I object to. The pandering with simple, crowd pleasing blather. It sickens me.

But he won Michigan and now will March on to roll the dice on Super Tuesday. I still cannot believe that people will vote for this guy but the people really do not know what they want. Huckabee, Mc Cain, Romney. Obama, Clinton Edwards. A potpouri of choices it might seem but perhaps not. The one thing that cannot happen is to allow the last 7 years of craziness to continue. certainly we will get CHANGE but how dramatic a change.

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So.... I went to see John Edward's speak today at the Carpenters Hall. It is the same day as Nevada and South Carolina Primaries and after Michigan it is starting to dawn on everyone that nothing is going to be even close to decided for either party until Super Tuesday. It is telling however that Edward's has elected to spend the day of these two primaries in Missouri rather then battling for votes. It would appear he has already resigned himself to finishing 3rd in his home state. Normally a loss in your home state would doom your candidacy but in a year with the possibility that Hilary and Barrack will be banging away and could roll into the convention with no clear majority he could be a king maker. With his overtly populist agenda he could (if it is what he really cares about) get some major parts of his agenda through like universal health care and repealing the Bush tax cuts.

But it was interesting at 9:15 on a Saturday morning to be inside the Carpenters Hall. I had been to a wedding reception there before (little smokies, vegetable tray and ham sandwiches) but other then that had not been in the place. It is on Hampton by the old Arena and I have probably passed it 5000 times since birth. It was hard finding a place to park and i had given up when I thought I would try the other side of the street. BRILLIANT! I was inside in no time and it was packed with what looked like several hundred supporters packing the place.

A few observations about the crowd:
1. It appeared everyone drove along based on the size of the crowd and the fact that the parking lot and all side streets were full of cars. (So much for global warming)
2. It was white.
3. It skewed middle aged to old.
4. These were working people.

It was interesting to be there. It was a packed room with media in back, slightly elevated stage in front with a huge American flag covering the wall and local politicos standing on it. Not many beautiful people and no local heavy hitters. No Schoemels, Slays, Nixons or Mc Caskills in sight and certainly no north city Clay’s. I counted two black people in the building and they were both speaking and, tellingly, no latinos.

We started off with about 8 short rah rah speeches from local guys, local black media (The St. Louis American reporter), two State Senators and one S rep, someone from the boot-heel, the head of the Carpenters Union.... you get the idea. The speeches were short, not that good but very passionate all making the following points:

1. Edward's has working class roots.
2. Bush and the system Republicans have forgotten about them.
3. In Missouri when they were campaigning for the Statehouse and Campaigning for a minimum wage increase Edward's was the only guy of the major candidates to come to the State and work.
4. Edward's is a fighter and will fight to bring better wages AND BENEFITS back to working people.
5. Clinton and Obama do not give a shit about you.

Finally they announced Edward's... and he did not come out. Some chanting, some embarrassment...they turned up some Bruce Springsteen...he did not come out and then finally he did. It all looked amateurish but... these are working people.
Edward's is impressive. As he has skewed less and less likely to be the winner of the primaries he has done the reverse Romney. Instead of testing and polling for how to get more votes he has veered towards a passionate populist message that will alienate business and small business. I love the sentiment and I believe... listening to him... I believe that he will fight for the little guy. In talking about Healthcare he spoke of the big healthcare companies and the insurers and scoffed at the idea of negotiating with him like were talking about making a deal with the devil. He would not sell out...he would fight.

Tragically he taught me something I had never really thought of (as a long time Republican capitalist) and that is that it is not all about jobs but is instead about benefits. Healthcare and defined benefit pension plans were what made the country great and broadened the middle class. In thinking about it I know it is true but I say tragically because it does not address the fact that we do not make anything here anymore other then weapons for our military. Everything else gets manufactured over seas so we can buy it cheaply. (I know this is an oversimplification but it is not a gross one) How would the people there, the working people feel if they got their jobs, got their wages, got their benefits...and then had to pay 2-3 times as much for all the things they consume from Walmart. Protectionism has always been short sighted but with globalization it has become impossible. And Edward's cannot tell people that.

He, like Obama preaches hope but Edward's hope is a hope without answers. Soak the rich (which is really not that bad an idea considering how rich Bush has made them (us) but that is not enough of a plan. America needs a leader who can motivate us and talk the truth to us about the hard choices we are going to have to make regarding lifestyle, global warming, transportation, jobs etc...

Still... the guy was impressive. great speaker who has a feeling for the people. A real populist who is going to fight some battles. He might make an awesome Attorney General. That my friends would scare the shit out of the greed-heads. I was really happy I went to see him. Not a waste of time. We will see what happens in South carolina and Nevada.



Edwards for President in 08...lets color it...unlikely. But interesting.

Guest Rant by POD (Payable On Death)

This is the self-serving and ecelctic element of the diner review. Herein we question how low can the airlines go in their limbo at the air traveller's expense. THe halcyon days of airflight with meals on china, spaciosu seating and a genteel collection of jetsetters served by comely stewardesses in well chosen uniforms is long gone. Today our airlines should be renamed with such monikers as Trailways, Greyhound and the like. One must understand that deregulation has brought us a Darwinian system of flight options with constant flux in methods are services all designed to make each the leanest, meanest and most efficient killer of the stratosphere. However, certain elements of this constant evolution seem as vestigial and pointless as the spleen, odd evolutionary developments that currently (if they did at all) serve no purpose and rather do some degree of harm (airline sickle cell, if you will). These gripes are observed of hundreds of flights but still serve to irritate the average flier with an aggglomerative impact of a velveteen hammer.

Let's start with the liquids limitation. All liquids must be transported in a sealed baggie of not greater than one quart. The pointlessness of this is obvious with but cursory reflection. First, if a cabal or terror minded individuals choose to book the same flight they can overwhelm the gallon restriction. These guys do work in groups so it is no a farfetched postulation to submit the goal of the rule is easily thwarted. Second, though the baggie is sized limited, there is further limitation as to the size of itmes that may be placed in the baggie (3 oz). What is magical about the 3 oz container, other than its haunting approximation of pi. This intrepid traveller has seen 4 oz atomizers seized from dottering octegenerains bound for Fort Myers. This slows the interminable metal detector line and is pointless. This is your first brush with irritation and should be abolished. Either, abolish all liquids or abolish the silly rule. If they are a potential hazard, make eople check them.

The carry-on. This has gone from a sleek bag, readily placed by even the most diminutive tourist to leviathan bags only portable due to the innovation of wheeled baggage. Why allow these items which only fit into the overhead of the very largest of planes which only occassionaly now service our own lambert field. However, the boarding queues are bogged down by the carry-on optimist who will spend valuable minutes trying to force their round peg into square holes. Decrease the size limitation of carry-ons back to the more traditional sizes. This may require some to wait at the dreaded bagggage carousel but will save untod others hours per year in the plane loading line as well as protect the hundreds daily pummeled by the unwieldly satchels of the poorly conditioned who buffalo the bags down the airplane aisles with the reckless abandon of a rookie tight end in the last week of August NFL camp.

Which of course brings up the method of boarding a plane in groups. Logically, a plane should be boarded from the rear forward to minimize delays by the aformentioned steamer trunk wrasslers. The back of plane folks already get the worst air recirculation (itself a primordial nod to when planes allowed smoking) and are closest to the noxious fumes of the lavatory. Instead of this logical system bording groups may include people from rows 1, 12, 25, and 55qq. It simply does not make sense; change it.

Seat sizing. Recent statistics suggest in the latter part of 2007 americans who were obese reached the unheard of ratio of 100% (due to the expatriation of Kate Moss and the banning of ephedrine). Nevertheless, seats just get smaller. At this point a seat assignemnt is merely aspirational as you will be likely sharing a seat with the person seated next to you. Whether it be a constant thigh or shoulder rub, this unforntunate intimate contact inevitably leads to an unwelcome mixing of bodily fluids (best case scenario, sweat) with your row-mates.. A recent gallop poll of guatanamo "guests" (detainees is now a disfavored term) has found our guests prefer water-boarding 2-1 over internment seating in mocked up MD-80s. The Hague has further barred repatriation of these jihadist in commerical jets until conditions are improved.

So there you are, squeezed into row 33f, squeezed in next to a Fit Camp reject who sends semi-autnomous flesh pseudopods beneath the armrest to invade your personal space. What could come next but for "push-back." No, not your push back of the invasive, kudzu like advances of the jelly roll next to you (that would be pointless). Rather, it is the push back from the gate that allows the airline to claim "on time" departure. All would agree that true departure is when the plane alights from the runway, but they count departure as leaving the gate. THis is so, though you may simply sit on the tarmac, mere feet from the gate. Temperature control is not possible unless the plane is airborne, so there you sit, stewing in the collective oozings of you and your new companions. Lavatories begin to stink, drinks cannot be served (unless you are in first class). If, of course, planes were loaded in the more efficient manner described above, and push back was not considered the defining moment of departure, passengers could reamin in the relatively more comfotable concourse until dpearture was actually to be achieved.

Babies. These are the bane of the flight. These little miscreants are scattered about every flight to ensure no one is out of earshot of their piercing wails. Designate the back of the plane for these evil little banshees and their handlers (sometims called parents). This will allow them to load first, be near the lavatories, and away from the majority of passengers. This would be best described on Dante airlines as the malebolgia. Keep them together and out of earshot of the already persecuted.

STAGE NAMES: NPR... where did you find them?

Soooo... over the last several years I have become a National Public radio addict. This does not make me a bad person, a hater of Jesus or of our country no matter what you might hear. I like it. I feel like they give me two sides and more depth on everything but I also know that I have been indoctrinated and both those sides might be to the left of the mainstream. But NPR can be extremely annoying and pretentious. often they have shows that suck but generally I like them all day long and most of the weekend. They get a little weak for me at night and there are a few weekend shows that just do not have anything for me but today...lets talk about one particularly annoying thing.
WHERE DO THEY FIND PEOPLE WITH THESE NAMES?
It is like they have a casting call from the characters of “Star Trek: The Next Generation” Your name has to be odd, sound something like a plant or a medical condition, should contain an odd monosyllabic middle name when possible or at the very least sound like one of those joke names the characters have in the “A Series of Unfortunate Events” movie.
I am only going to discuss the women correspondents since they seem to be the most self consciously pretentious. I do not mean to imply that these women have stage names like strippers but seriously...it is too much. Do you question me on this?

Mandalit del Barco: Pronounced with an emphasis on the “del” and the first name sounds like it is Mandelita as it rolls off her tongue pretentiously saying...”hey America...I am not from there.”

Then we have Lourdes Garcia-Navarro. Shouldn’t she be of the same nationality or ethnicity as Mandelit? Shouldn’t they have covered the same ground.

Terry Gross: Funny name. Unattractive but very listenable women.

Vertamae Grosvenor: I can only assume by the name that she is a German Lutheran mother of 7 who cans a lot of fruit. Wrong. Now I am not trying to look up or research the ethnicity of any of these people but seriously, which nation is this NAtional Public Radio for? But wait, There is more!

Once again we have another German hausfrau. Annabelle Gurwitch. Seriously? Gurwitch? Gurwitch? Austrian Prime Minister...1972-1975? WRONG! Turns out she used to be on the campy Dinner and a Movie before moving on to...serious reporting. Kind of a hottie for NPR.

For the polo playing... waspy...anglophiles they offer us Charlayne Hunter-Gault. Once again wrong, wrong wrong! According to the NPR web site “Charlayne made civil rights history as the first African American woman to graduate from the University of Georgia in 1962, and has gone on to establish herself as one of television's premier journalists. She joined The MacNeil/Lehrer Report in 1978 as a correspondent, and became The News-Hour's national correspondent in 1983.” One must be impressed but one must also ask...why to many names? Is Charlayne really a name? These are big questions.

Ina Jaffe: Do not know if it a man or a woman. I comparison with the other names it is just “off beat” which is a little cute.

Then they come at us with their super hero name. Right out of a Marvel Comics sword and and sorcery epic I present... Xeni Jardin. The only thing I can say about her is at least she looks the part.

They have one correspondent who at least looks like she is right out of the movie “Broadcast News.” Silk blouse and a set of pearls. it does not get more Debra Sawyer like then this. Mara Liasson.

Renee Montagne: Have no idea about anything...other then I know... this is a stripper name. She is from NPR’s western studios in Culver City CA. Not that far from the place where Vivid makes porn...hmmm.

Soraya Sarhaddi Nelson... the Afghanistan correspondent. Once again most recently from California.
Michele Norris: An apparently normal name but she pronounces it mee-shell. Very annoying

Sylvia Poggioli has a great name which conjures up Italian food and a decent Barolo wine. Fittingly she is senior european correspondent.

But the winning name of all correspondents has to be Ofeibea Quist-Arcton. Once again, seriously... none of those are names. Not only are none of them names but she insists on the dreaded hyphenated name. Was her maiden name Quist or Arcton? What in the world is an Ofeibea? No one knows.

Nora Raum: Because of the way she pronounces it and her ubiquitous morning presence on NPR news I refer to her every time as Nora CD Rom.

Cokie Roberts: What can I say. What a great name. Cokie anybody works for me but the only time I had really heard the terms was when Cab Calloway sang “Minnie The Moocher” in the “Blues Brother” movie.

Kathleen Schalch: Buy a vowel.

Lakshmi Singh is a mid day news hottie who would more likely be a Bollywood star then a news correspondent. Pronounced Lak-shmee. Need I say more.

Dina Temple-Raston... lets hyphenate some more. Fittingly on the NPR website there is no picture of her. She is after all the FBI correspondent.

Nina Totenberg is just not that funny a name. Nice ethnicity but you really cannot compete in this crowd with a name like this.

Neda Ulaby...huh? Neda? What kind of parent would name their daughter Neda? Can you imagine grade school boys and the taunting. She looks like an aging KD Lang but she gives Ofeibea a run for her money. If you had a last name like Ulaby which brings to mind wallaby which is not an attractive reference wouldn’t you go for a pretty name?

Doualy Xaykaothao... if you want an asian correspondent, even if once again she works and lives in L.A. I guess Jane Smith is a none starter. The only thing you can say about Doualy.... at least she comes by it naturally.

As I said at the outset I love NPR. Along with getting older it has helped turn me into a bleeding heart liberal but sometimes the self involvement and the pretense of NPR and it’s listeners is a little hard to swallow. There is a little holier then thou attitude with all the listeners and we do really feel like we are better informed but we probably have just been indoctrinated. One thing that always amazes me though is the depth and level of entertainment they provide and even though NPR would cringe and perhaps even puke at the idea of news being “entertainment” it would appear that through through their correspondent names, whether real or stage names, has acknowledged that entertainment is exactly what it is.

New Hampshire: Diner Review Blows

OK.....so the diner review blew the New Hampshire Primary. Sure... I called Mc Cain right but boy did we all screw up on the Obama thing. I feel a little bit better since i was keeping company with the Gallup’s and the Pugh’s but that is short and hard comfort at best. So I screwed this one up but the question is why. Because after all... I am... like a genius. “Like a genius” in that... I have a head and most all geniuses have heads so I am... like a genius. But I really though Obama would roll through New Hampshire off the that big Iowa win... so... some theories on why I was wrong and why Barack lost.

1. Hillary cried. Sure it was not much of a cry. just a little catch in her voice. And it might have all been staged but I don’t think so. I think she is calculating enough to pull up something like that whenever she needs and frankly.... I applaud her for it. But seriously... who would ever think that Hillary would cry. She has watched her husband publicly bang woman on top of woman (literally and figuratively), watched a health care plan go down in flames, been abused and reviled (really hatefully) by every conservative pundit in the world... and never shed a tear. But on the day before the biggest election thus far in her life she suddenly shows ...humanity. And it strikes a cord in the women of New Hampshire and they rush to her side in the voting booth because she is no longer the ice princess.

2. I am sure that is an over simpflication so lets try this one. Northeastern intellectual liberals will tell themselves and anyone who will listen that they will vote for a black man and they are very public about embracing Obama and telling people they will vote for him. But away from the cameras and the press they prove themselves to be shallow and bigoted in ways they never could admit in the dark of the election booth. Those backwards ass Iowa hicks... at least they could vote for a black man.

3. I am sure that is a cruel, small minded over simpflication too. So here is what it is. Hillary is a really smart, really talented women who happened to be married to one of the more popular Presidents of our time during a period of almost unrivaled prosperity for our country. She really is a complete package. Sure I hate her but I do not have any good reasons other then she always seemed cold and I always thought that if I were Bill i would have cheated on her as well. But she really is a complete package and she has earned everyone’s respect. Obama is a dream and he has not earned the position that he has other then through his eloquence. But after living through 7 years of a President who has no respect for the language... how great would it be to have someone who could actually speak... and perhaps... care... and hope. So the bottom line is they are both great candidates for ....dare I say it...change.

So... it is on to the other primaries and caucuses. we will see how it shakes out but in the words of a great American...”I have a dream”. I have a dream of hotly contested primaries in both parties leading to conventions where there is no preset candidate. I dream of great speeches and people thinking and speaking BIG THOUGHTS about what our country could be if we could get by abortion and gay marriage and prayer in school and flag burning. Our president has failed us. He protected us but missed the opportunity to inspire us and the world to be something better and i pray this new leader will be the one to help us prepare the world for our kids rather then to use it up and hand them a husk which is where we are heading. I dream of this process being one, even as the candidates fight for the nomination...uniting us as we have not been towards the goal of once again leading the world and being the the candle in the dark and the city on the hill. The world needs for us to do this. the world needs it now. Although I have picked my horse in Obama I dream that whether it is him or someone else that the cream rises to the top and we are gifted with a real leader to end this fear mongering and darkness which has enveloped us since 9-11.

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On another level and related to nothing... it is a good day. Had a busy week at work, had breakfast at Goody Goodys this morning for a nice Saturday breakfast on Natural Bridge. Worked this morning and then ran some errands, worked in the yard and now off to watch a playoff game and have a few beers. That is a nice day.